Introduction

So, for the most part the world doesn't know I exist, except the Dinka people who know of my infamous family. That would be about a million or so people. Or the one and only Tereza-Nyankol Mathiang Dut But for the most part people in North America definitely don't know about me.
To keep things less complicated, i'll state the current facts. My name is Adut, I live in Edmonton alberta Canada. My parents and I are Dinka people from Sudan, that now became 2 countries. I was born in the capital, Khartoum in the '90s. I'm 7th of 9 children. I was raised in 3 countries, Sudan & Egypt & canada. I'm a concrete jungle type of girl, I've never really lived outside a metropolitan area. But my life has hit rock bottom a couple of times but last year was the worst.
I'm a mother with 3 kids, had them all under 21,Technically. I have a son, my first born and two daughters. Life has been extremely harsh and volatile, yet I somehow managed to keep faith that one day it will work out for the best.
When it comes to surprises, And things happening unplanned and unaware that would be the story if my life. Life taken me places that I couldn't ever imagine I'd be, situations that are just screwed beyond, and of course I've had my blessings along the way.
Lately I've had a hard time, only because I'm in love, worry way too much, and I am grieving. What else can. I say? Life is full of sweet bitter moments!